Saturday 14th.

I'm going to Israel today. Unplanned.
They called me (dispatchers) and asked me to go.

The land, what I love the most. 

The land, where I feel safe and in harmony with myself. The land, who gave me the most beautiful person ever. Once upon a time.

But today, after yesterday's tragedy... I don't feel calm. I'm shaking. I can't believe that it is still happening nowadays.

Today I will do even more serious security and safety checks and searches on the aircraft.

Today I am a little bit nervous to fly.

Today is just another, "typical" Saturday, why am I feeling different and anxious then?!

Anyways...

See you Israel in couple of hours.

I was looking forward to it, even I have seen you last month already.

Sending peace and love. 

P.S. Today I am flying for 530 hours (pure flight time as active crew). And my duty time is - 900 hours, since May, 2015. And it is without my travelling time, maybe I should start counting that as well. Unbelievable! 

And the best is yet to come.